Optimal working conditions
I hate anything to do with existing in a classroom, My main gripe? Being perceived.
My brain doesn't wanna motor unless it feels secure and quite often that seems to only occur by myself or better yet at night-time by myself. Tough luck with living in a society as there's only so much one can do in a night and time is also largely detracted from taking time to recover from the day, eat, get distracted and a million important but irrelevant micro-tasks.
I know I should just pull up my bootstraps and get on with it all no matter what but there are an array of limitations clawing at me. I think my brain is running on a different OS. After a day of puppeteering my way through a day at my local education institution I need a whole lot of recovery time and a dopamine top-up and that takes time then there's a 50/50 chance that I'll get into a productive state and knock out some work that desperately needs doing.
As for being perceived being in a classroom means having people constantly around you and I just feel very exposed unless my back is to a wall or i' m not doing anything... also the ordeal of socializing with teachers & peers is taxing plus it's just hard to focus in.
Sometimes there's certain websites that don't work on school WiFi or i need inspo for something but don't wanna try pulling out my personal Pinterest account so I'm kind of stuck until I can get home or anywhere not on school WiFi.
I don't know where I'm going this with this but it sure helps to offload it somewhere!
#100DaysToOffload
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